Dark Heaven——Respublica

Juliana @ 2008-08-03 22:28

Is mathematics the utmost of man's intelligence?
During last several weeks, I have been totally confused by this question.
The answer should be easy and simple,
but is that what it should be or just I believed so?

My roomate thought the limit should be in the Physics.
It could be so, but I am not sure.
None could claim something is the upperbound of man's intelligence-
if someone claiming like that, it would indicate there should be something we can never understand,
which really depressed most of the human beings who have searched for the universal truth by generation.

Man can always get closer and closer to the truth but never touch it?
It's really meaningless.
Our life time is limited but we are still spending most of it on reaching the infinity, is that a contradiction?
what a paradox it is.
If mathematics could lead us to the utmost truth, that's fine;
if not, it is just our own way to get rid of the reality that human being is just a creature greedy but stupid.


 
Juliana @ 2008-07-06 03:18

Having finished the Lecture of Real Function, I wanted to do some summary.

The Most important thing I have ever learned is not the Daniel Integeral or how to prove independently the Sard's Theorem or how to construct a unmeasurable set, but getting well along with your professor also needs a lot of techniques.

At first, I am trying to convince my professor I am the smartest student in his class which I made it with pointing out immediately some mistakes in his lecture and reacting quickly from what he had talked. In fact, I drawed the attention of everybody else in the lecture hall.

Secondly I made myself ambitious and worked a good job on several presentations, but mine quite aggressiveness made some drawbacks because I was so aggressive that I took the opportunity of showing even from professor himself.
That was a deadly great mistake.

For nearly 3 weeks, professor didn't like me anymore and beated me with my weakness of the presetations. I felt quite hard for a long time, nervous and worried of my A+.

"Never against your professor." which is really a truth in the acdemic study not only in China but  also all over the world. I struggled for some days and gave up at last. I knew the consequence if I went on doing my way and getting a good reference from your colleagues was nothing comparing with some bad words from the professor.

Man should kneel if necessary. And the colleagues are not friends but competitors. They are looking forward to your messing up not success.

So I surrendered.

Then I will get a reference letter and a A+ from the professor.

That's the end of this lecture.




 
Juliana @ 2008-03-03 08:25

多了便廉价,
眼泪尤然。

捧着回忆一个人在夜里,
胸中郁结万千,
茶饭不思。
虽只隔着一滩浅浅的海峡,
今昔之别却似皎皎河汉。

若然能够冷静如君也罢,
今儿个却只落得个独自伤怀。




 
Juliana @ 2008-03-02 01:30

Sometimes I just need somewhere to express my crazy idea.
But actually that's really dangerous.
Many have known you in the real life including your parents and relatives,
whom you do not want to know your very clear details about the vunerable emotion.
I don't really need anybody to read it but I must tell my ideas to the world so I blog.
One of my friends told me about her idea of blog:
"It's an emergency exit for you to escape from real world,
but once you get used of it, you would be addict to it."
That's true and it was definitely what had had happened to me.

I am addict to writing in my computer and publishing it through internet easily just by clicking on the keyboard.
That's really a good feeling. 
You tell the world what do you feel of it but you do not necessarily worry about other people to real it-
even if a random body happened to see it, who cares?
He/she doesn't know your names, your personality and your childhood.
They don't really care of what you have written because they're only random guys.
Their appearance is just a stochastic process or more exactly Brownian motion or Wiener process-
this kind of appearance just happened by chance-
they are i.i.d events.

As the world do not care me so why should I care this cold-blooded world?
I am cool on nearly everything.
Even somebody quite close died I would never tear.
I must be too cool to feel the warms from the outwards-
but I like it.
Who doesn't?

You have none to care so that the tragedy from the real world such as death or failure of some else would never hurt you-
the only thing may affect is just what happened on yourself.
Okay.
This personality must be called selfish from someone who thought themselves to have so-called noble hearts-
anyway, I just ignored it.
The noble hearts are so irreality stuff.

I must finish now because the more I have said the more I want to say.
That's not good for you to find yourselves to have to depend on something else you could not control.

End.



 
Juliana @ 2008-02-29 01:47

Just screwing up one exam——
FiMa is my best studied course for this semester,
All the logical structures and mathmatical proofs are so clear and obvious to me.
At least I must be one of the best students in the class.

For so many years, haven't I got used of losing?
Things happened.
Should it be so forever?

Preparing for so long time and having studied very well,
but this condition still happened. Can't I feel rather depressed?

From now on, the oral exam may be more suitable for me in such kind of course.
Or I must die of this emotional depression.



 
Juliana @ 2008-02-24 05:32


德国这个时候才23日的晚上十点,中国却已经到了24日。
不知今年还有几人能记得我的生日?

只是那一人的问候最珍贵吧——虽然和英国还隔着一个时区。
却傻乎乎的在下周四周五两门大考之前开始陷入无尽的思念。
为了那一人来到欧洲读书,接下来的目标就是去英国——
所以我的考试准备可一点都不敢马虎。

想念去年暑假的每一天,一起去瑞士旅行——
哪怕只是小小的争吵,也令人怀念。
哥德堡变奏曲在耳边回响——
两段独立的旋律也可如此和谐。

刚刚搬离乌尔姆回去汉堡的室友说,
为什么要只做爱一个人的假设呢?
为什么要把心只寄托给一个人呢?
为什么要如此相信一个别人呢?

我说,
没有她,宁愿一生没有爱过;
除了她,我的心又能托付何人?
这个世间复有何物可赖信任?

万钟难求。

若不复所有,
喧嚣之中莫不冷清,
万人之内莫不孤寂。

 




 
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